Razzle Dazzle

12:16PM

Wow i haven't updated in forever!!! Ive been really bz with work and band. Yesterday was the last day of band camp!!!!! we had the worst heat for it it suxed so bad but we managed. I finally quit Hy-Vee!!!!!!!!!! Im so happy, but the pool is closing in the 14 so after that im unemployed, oh well. Things are going well for me, finally getting over the whole ben thing, boys will be boys.....stupid boys. Last night i went to stone. I wasnt the most fun iive had there, lots of drama at first erg i hate the drama, but then erverything was fine.  Im at work right now, noone is here because of the weather, so im sitting on my ass doing nothing, but is ok cuz im getting paid for it lol. well im going to go

Lots of love

XOXO Amy

9:54PM

Well last night megan spent the night, not to much exciting there. Didn do much today, i had band this morning then i went swimming for a few hours, and got an awsome tan!!!!! Then i went to pekin a test drove 5 cars!!!! I should have my car with in a month or so, so im pretty excited about that!!!!!! well theres not really to much more to say. talk to y'all later!

 

XOXO

*Amy

6:36PM

Fuck Guys, thats all i have to say.

2:43PM

Hey everyone.
Omg last night was so much freaking fun!!!!!
Yesterday i had stu co till 7 then Alicia, and danielle harris and i went swimming with everyone, and that was awesome, then me, trista, alicia, danielle, tyler, tommy, cayd, carter and john went to see wedding crashers. omg that was so freaking funny, i was laughing the whole movie, it was awsome!!! then we came home around 1230 or so and the girls spent the night.

Haven't done much today, i had marching band at 930-11. Then came home and fell asleep for awhile, then i tried to mow but the lawn mower broke, yes i didnt have to mow!!!!! So wyatt wont stop bugging me, im wondering when he will ever get the hint lol. Well im ganna go hit the shower.

XOXO
*Amy*

1:22PM

So i just got up, lol i didn't go to bed till around 5 this morning. I have to go to work at Hy-vee today at 3 til 9 erg i hate that place so much!!!!! Then Corrinna is going to stay the night!!!! We have Marching band tomarrow! Yea! Then we are goign to hang out till 3 cuz we have a stu co meeting from 3-8 to pick out the homecoming ideas. I have some pretty sweet ideas!!! im so excited.

1. Mardi Grais

a. Fancy Faces

b. shooting stars

c. high rollers

and d. the jesters

my other idea is

2.Football events

a. hula bowl

b. Fiesta bowl

c. Rose bowl

d. orange bowl

e super bowl.

I really like the mardi grais idea but i don't know if anyone else would like it, hopfully!!!!!!

So thursday im test driving, a 2003 grand dam, a sunfire, and a cavalier. and i have to have my car spotless, so we can trade it in and get money for it, and last night i spilt wax all over the passenger seat, so if anyone has any ideas how to get wax out plz leave a comment, i have to try and get it out b4 my parents find out or im screwed, so plz leave a comment if you have any suggestions!!!!!!!

Well i think im going to take a nap for a lil while b4 i have to work , and then pick up my room.

XOXO

*Amy*

4:00AM - The One?

Do you ever think youll know when you meet the person your ment to be with?

 {A}      I don't want to fall, don't want to feel this way. to scared to take the risk.

              Im to afraid, don't want to get hurt. Why you, Why now?

              What makes me feel this way, a feeling ive never felt?

               I dont want to admit, to scared to take the risk, but i think i am falling in love.

               Love, is this love? What does it feel like? What else could it be?

               Are we to young to fall in love? Never believed in a thing till i met you.

               Why do i feel like this way, why now?

                I dont want to feel like this, to scared to take the risk. I don't want to fall in love.

{D}         So why are you willing to take the risk? Because we do want love deep down inside.

                What you want is the right person to share that love with.

                 What we want is someone to talk to to share all our feelings with.

                 Pains and risks are taken every day, but where are we without love?

                 To me love is strong, love is as you say hugs and kisses, to me love is a feeling you get all the time.

                  But where does it come from? Everything i have said is in some way how i feel about you.

                  All i hope is you feel the same way too.

{A}             To me love is everything you have said, and everything youve said is everything i have felt.

                   But to me, lvoe is a fear, something i  have to face.

                    your right, there is painwe go through everyday, and risks we take.

                    But love isnt something that we deal with everyday

                     Love is not just a risk, but a promise, when youve found love youve found yourself

                     Have you found love? Have you found yourself?

                     Love is something im scard of, something i don't want to face,

                     but some how when im with you that fear slowly starts to dissappear.

                      To me love is everything youve said, but its more.

                     Love is when i see you, and cant help but smile

                     Love is how i get butterflies in my stomach everytime we are close.

                      Love is looking at you and knowing you feel the same.

                      Love is our support for each other, Love isnt caring how stupid we act.

                      Love is knowing we arent just about hugs, and kisses, that we are more

                       Love is us, love is you.

                      This is a feeling i can't hide, a feeling i have to face.

                       This feeling we,ve been talking about.

                       We dont know what love is, even though the answer is right in front of us.

                        What is love? Love is us.

 

Ok so i know i keep going back in forth between Ben and drew, but Ben has proven to me what an ass hole he really is. Drew and i were talking baout this tonight, its weird how drew and I always end up back togeather some how, weither its just a simple hook up or the real thing, we always some how manage to come back to each other, as if it were ment to be. No matter who we are with at the time weither we aren't with anyone or we are with different people we always find a way to be with each other. Its weird how we always end up back with each other. When are relationships fail with other people what do we do? Go back to each other. Its like we are testing what else is out there, and can never find anything to make us happy except each other, its weird. We mean everything to each other, and i honestly don't know what i would do with out him, i mean i reliey on him for so much and visa versa. Its like we need each other for everything. We tell each other everything and we always are ourselves when we are around each other, and we are so comfortable with everything we do. We have so much in common, and support each other in everything we do, no matter if we like it or not, we are always there for each other. I honestly dont know what we would do without each other in our lives, i mean we are such a big part of each others lives, it would be weird without each other. We know each other better than anyone else. I just seems so right, and so perfect. I love him more than anything, and care about him more than anything,  and he knows that and feels the same, its like we are ment to be together.

3:56AM - Cops!!!!!!!!

So i just got home from babysitting. THat suxed well not all of it. Ben was "spose to help me and stay with me cuz i didn't want to stay there by myself this late, but he blew,me off to get fucking wasted, w/e fuck him im done with that shit, he wasted 5 months of my time and i put up with it way to long, im finally to the point where i can say goodbye, it should have come a long time ago.

So I had to babysit from 330pm to 330 am. It wasn't that bad, Megan came over till the kids went to bed then she left and Jeffry, Wyatt and jenn, celina came over for awhile, then i was extrmly bored and i called carter and he came over for a few. Then Drew called me and came over, and the Cayd and Tj came over.

Well Drew was pretty trashed so Cayd took his car home so he wouldn't drive home, and i was going to take him home when i got done babysitting. Then Cayd and Tj came back and Cathy{the lady I bbysat for}
Came home early around 1 or so and told us we could stay till when ever so Cayd and Tj stayed for awhile then left, and drew and i stayed till the movie was over, and had some interesting talks.

After Drew and i left we went to Wallace, and just parked, just to talk nothing else, and the fucking cops show up, 2 fucking cars and 4 cops!!!! Omg i was freaking out so bad cuz.......

1. Drew is in my car wasted!

 2. Cops just caught me,and my dad happens to be one of them and knows them rly well

3. i was 'spose to be babysitting, not sitting at wallace with Drew

omg it was horrible, they spot lighted my car and i almost started crying, because i guess we werent 'spose to b there or something . So one of the cops, i think his name was Freehill? Well he came up and asked for my drivers l., and my registration, so i was getting it out and thank god puttman i think thats his name, ok maybe not but on of the cops i know came up and was like arent you Harmons daughter, and i was like yes, and he was like oh ok, sry don't wry about us your fine. So i got off yes!!!!! Then i was like are you going to tell my dad plz don't tell my dad and they a;; said they wouldn't so hopfully they wont. Im still pretty scared about it. agh! oh well shit happens i guess, lol. So anyways after that i was shaking so bad, i could hardly drive lol. So then i took drew home, and came home. Yea pretty exciting night for me lol.

XOXO

*Amy

 

 

11:28PM

So i just got home. Didn't do to much tonight. Went to Taras for a while then we went to shack shake and got some food and drove around for awhile. We were going to go to the river for awhile and fish lol, but then changed our minds, so went to Treys and hung out with him for awhile........"your horse had a baby?!? Since when did you have a horse?!?" lol......had to be there. Then we went to Jenna L for awhile and mealted cookie dough and put ice cream on it...mmmmmmmm, that wz good.

Didn't do much earlier today eaither, had to work at 1130. Today wz payday which is always good!!!!! Work wz pretty crazy. it wz really busy, but it helped the time to pass by fast.

 So i called Ben today and couldn't get hold of him, and finally did around 10 or so, he had been asleep. erg he wouldn't talk, he wz just like hm and yea and silence!!!!!!!! erg!!!!!! W/e if he wants to be that way w/e, im not ganna stay around to be someone he can just hook up whenever he wants, and then not talk to or hang out until he wants some again, its not going to happen, and i think thats what he thinks its going to be like. I dunno whats going to happen, i guess ill see what happens tom., but im not ganna put up with it much longer. GOd i hate relationships, maybe just this one, im never happy with him, masybe thats telling me something, its just hard to let go for some reason, but im getting pretty fed up with him, so who knows what will happen. Im waiting on Cayd and Carter to come over, and then they are getting the Harry Potter book!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! om g im so freaking excited!!!!!!!God im a dork, well im ganna go and wait on them!!!!

XOXO *Amy*

5:57PM - Back togeather again.......?

So last night was interesting, hung out with scott nuttal for awhil, um weird, don't rly like that kid, i get the impression he is fake, prolly cuz he is......

Anyways Ben finally called me at 10, had just gotten home.....from a strip club!!!!! I wasn't mad i was happy for him lol. He asked me to come over, so i went over till 12 or so, let me just say that was interesting.......and i think we might be back together, or maybe it was just a booty call, lol.

Well i stayed at megans last night, we didnt do much just drove around and meet up w,jeffery and a bunch of ppl and all went to snow shack. ONe of Jefferys friends, wyatt keep hitting on me lol eek. It wz funny.
Later that night he called me, which wz weird, and then he called jeffery and told him to call me and try to hook us up lol, let me just say thats not going to happen. Today he keeps texting me and stuff and i have no idea what to say to him lol, oh well.

Well don't know what im ganna do tonight, prolly something with Tara or ben. So if anyone wants to hang out call me!!!!! welp im ganna go and find something to do.

XOXO
*Amy*

7:11PM - Killing Time

Im so bored, well i think im ganna stay at megans tonight. I don't know what we will do, we will find someting i guess, i still will prolly hang out with celina too, i dunno. Still haven't heard from ben, :-{ but w/e im done trying if he wants to talk or hang out he will call, im not making anymore calls.

Drew and i might go see my dads play tomarrow, but it depends on what time he gets off work, then hopefully ill do something with tara, Tara im sry my computer is so fucked up! lol. i was trying to ask you earlier if you wanted to do something tomarrow but i kept getting kicked off if you hadnt noticed, lol. Call me if you want to, or ill prolly call ya later. Well im ganna get my stuff and head over to megans. :-}

 

XOXO

*Amy*

5:40PM - Bored

So i just got off work, that was boring. I rly don't have much to talk about, I dunno what im doing tonight. I think ill prolly do something with Celina when she gets back from peoria but i dunno yet, i want to do something with ben but w/e i doubt that will happen :-{.

Anyways if anyone is bored or wanna do something give me a call!! 224-0926

XOXO,

* Amy*

1:03PM

Yea so I was really bored so i thought i would fill out another one of these things........

 

::B A S I C - S T U F F:
1. What time is it? 1:04
2: full name? Amy Nicole Harmon
3: Birthday? March 1st 1988
4. Location? Canton
5. School/Mascot/Colors? Canton/little giants/purple and gold
6. Zodiac? pices
7. Shoe Size? 8?
8. How tall are you?: 5 '2

9. Pets? I have a doggy named muffin

10. Brothers and sisters? nope
11. Eye color? Brown

12. Hair color? Brown
13. Grade? 12th
14. Hobbies? Music, friends

15. Nicknames? amos, amerz 
16. What languages do you speak? English, and a lil spanish

17. Do you play sports? sometimes

18. Where were you born? Here in canton
19. Are you a night or a morning person? Night
20. Are you ticklish? Very much so
21. Do you believe in God? no

::G E T T I N G - P E R S O N A L:
22. Where do you want to go to college? WIU

23. What do you want to be when you grow up? I want to go into music bz and be a promoter

24. What was the worst day of your life? ...

26. What has been the best day of your life? It hasn’t happened yet
27. What comes first in your life? My friends
28. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? no

29. What are you most scared of? spiders, and clowns

30. If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? On the back of my head
31. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? everything

::F R I E N D S:
32. Who's your best friend? Probably Elizabeth, and Cayd
33. Who's your funniest friend?  they all have there moments
34. Who makes you laugh most? Ashley

35. Who do you e-mail most?I don’t really email anyone
36. Who's your meanest friend? ...

37. Who's the loudest? Megan

38. Who's the shyest? ...

39. Who's the smartest? Corrinna

40. Who's the wildest? Corrinna

41. Who's the sweetest? Elizabeth

42. Who do you go for girl/guy advice? Drew

43. Who knows all your secrets? Drew and elizabeth

44. Who's always there for you? All of my friends

45. Who's your cutest girl/guy friend? Well…
46. Who's the most understanding? Corrinna

47. Who's the most honest? All of them
48. Who's the weirdest? Megan
::F A V O R I T E S:
49. Person: I don’t know
50. Movie: umm.....Prolly chicago

51. Song: to many
52. Band/Group: Rascal Flatts

53. Store: American Egale, Abercrombie, and victoria secret

54. Relative: diffinatly not my mom
55. Sport: basketball
56. Vacation spot: Michigan
57. Ice Cream Flavor: lemon, only from dariy dream
58. Fruit: strawberry and bannanas
59. Candy: m&ms
60. Car: I don’t know one from the other
61. Class: Art
62. Holiday: christmas
63. Day of the Week: Friday
64. Color: purple and blue

65. Magazine: cosmo
66. Name for a Girl: haley
67. Name for a Boy: mattew
::I N - T H E - P A S T - 2 4 - H O U R S, H A V E - Y O U:
68. Danced? no

69. Had a serious talk? no

70. Hugged someone? no
71. Fought with a friend? No
72. Cried? no
73. Laughed? yes
74. Made someone laugh? yes
75. Bought something? no
76. Cut your hair? no
77. Felt stupid? Yes all the time
78. Talked to someone you love? Yes
79. Missed someone? Yes

::H A V E - Y O U - E V E R:
80. Had a hangover? I have
81. Done drugs? no, never
82. Eaten an entire box of Oreos? No
83. Been dumped? Yes
84. Had someone be unfaithful to you? yes
85. Watched Punky Brewster? I don’t know what that is
86. Hiked a mountain?  no
87. Stayed home on Saturday night? I have.
88. Been in love? once

89. Seen the White House? nope
90. Seen the Eiffel Tower? Nope
91. Tried smoking? yes
92. Had alcohol? yes
93. Smoked marijuana? no

94. Played Monopoly? yeah
95. Seen Titanic? Yup
96. Kissed someone? Yes
98. Tried a weight loss program? nope
100. Jumped on a trampoline? yea
101. Visited another country? yea
102. Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)? yes
103. Had a bubble bath? no
104. Been on a plane? no
105. Been on a boat? Yes
106. Been on a train? no
107. Been in a car accident? no
108. Ridden an elephant? Lol no
109. Made a web page? no.
110. Played with Barbies? yes
111. Stayed up all night? yes
112. Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? Yeah who hasnt
113. Broken a bone? Yea
114. Called a psychic or sex hotline? No
115. Watched Jerry Springer? Yes
116. Gotten in trouble for talking in class? yeah
117. Been afraid of the dark? yea

118. Been in the hospital (not visiting): yea
119. Had stitches? yea
120. Dumped someone and regretted it? Yes
121. Went out with more than one person at a time? No
122. Lied? Yes
123. Been arrested? No
124. Fallen asleep in class? yes
125. Used food for something other than to eat? No
126. Met a celebrity? well i did touch josh grobans hand.............
127. Broken the law? yea
128. Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? yea
129. Hated yourself? Yes
130. Been brokenhearted? Yes
131. Broken someone’s heart? Not that I know of

::D O - Y O U:
132. Cry?: Yes
133. Like to give hugs?: yes
134. Like to walk in the rain?: Yes

135. Sleep with or without clothes on?: with
136. Prefer black or blue pens?: black.
137. Dress up on Halloween?: I have
139. Like to travel?: I would
140. Like someone? yea

141. Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: side or back
142. Think you're attractive?: i dunno
143. Want to marry?: yes
144. Have a goldfish?: it died
145. Ever have the falling dream?: yes
146. Have stuffed animals?: yes
147. Go on vacation?: yes

::W H A T - D O - Y O U - T H I N K - A B O U T:
148. Gun Control: I think we should have some
149. Abortion: its my body no law should be able to tell me what I can do with my body and my life
150. Bill Clinton: yeah
151. Smoking: doesnt bother me

152. Eating Disorders: they are stupid
153. Rape: I would never want that to happen to me
154. Jerry Springer: its fake
155. Suicide: that it’s the easy way out
156. South Park: I love it
157. Summer: love it

158. Tattoo: not to many

159. Piercings: not to many

160. Make-up: yeah
161. Drinking: yeah
162. Guys: I do like
163. Girls: are bitches
164. Both guy and gurls: wut kind of a question is that?

::W H A T - D O - Y O U - T H I N K - W H E N - Y O U - H E A R:
164. Lisa: ?
165. Jennifer: ?
166. Lindsey: tucker? agh!!!
167. Megan: annoying at times
168. Brandon: theabold, stupid as hell
169. Melony: mr.Claudius’s wifes name
170. Angela: ?

171. Michelle: green I wonder what happened to her
172. Mike: Jones

173. Claudia: ?

174. Ryan: Cossland

175. Lauren: ?

176. Derek: fountain

177. Brad: ?

178. Jason: Miller
179. Matt: Reith
180. Holy: ?

181. Jackie: ?

182. Christian: tim

183. Caroline: Ewing
184. Joseph: ?

185. Betsy: a girl from the 50’s
186. Patrick: Murphy.........

::T H I S - O R - T H A T:
188. Pierced nose or tongue? nose

189. Be serious or funny?: funny
190. Single or taken?: single
191. simple or complicated?: simple
192. Sweet or silly?: silly
193. Tall or short?: short
194. Law or anarchy?: law
195. MTV or VH1?: MYV
196. 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek?: neither
197. Sugar or salt?: Sugar
198. Silver or gold?: Silver
199. Tongue or belly button ring? Belly
200. Chocolate or flowers?: flowers
201. Angels or miracles?: miracles
202. Color or black-and-white photos?: Black and white
203. Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset
204. M&Ms or Skittles?: m&ms
205. Rap or rock?: rock
206. Stay up late or sleep in?: stay up late and sleep in
207. TV or radio?: radio
208. Hot or cold?: Cold
209. Tall members of the opposite sex or short?: Tall
210. Sun or moon?: Moon
211. What time is it?: 1:30
212. Diamond or ruby: Diamond
213. Left or right?: right
214. 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: 10
215. Vanilla or chocolate?: vanillia
216. Kids or not?: kids
217. Cat or dog?: dog
218. Half-empty or half-full?: half-full
219. Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
220. Newspaper or magazine?: magazine
221. Spring or fall?: Fall
222. Give or receive?: lol ......recieve of course.....
223. Rain or snow?: Rain
224. Lace or satin?: satin
225. A year of great sex or a lifetime of friendship? ummm.......Friendships
226. Happy or sad?: happy
227. Corduroy or plaid? Corduroy
228. Wonder or amazement?: amazement
229. Sneakers or sandals?: sandals
230. McDonalds or Burger King?: eek neither
231. Blondes or brunettes?: brunettes

232. Mexican or Italian food? Italian
233. Lights on or off?: Off
234. Duct tape or Scotch tape?: duct tape
235. Candy or soda?: soda

236. A house in the woods or the city?: woods
237. Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
238. Nike or ADIDAS?: adidas

::E V E R Y O N E - A N D - E V E R Y T H I N G:
239. Do you like this survey?: not really
240. Is this one of the best surveys youve ever taken?: Nope
241. How about the most unique?: Not really
242. Have you gotten most of these questions on another survey?: yeah
243. Do you like to answer questions?: No
244. Are you getting annoyed with this survey?: yes
245. If you are, are you going to delete the questions from the bottom because you're bored?: I would, but im not
246. I dont think you should, do you?: what?
247. Whats your favorite kind of tree? Wimpling willow
250. Out of all of your friends, who has the coolest room?: umm
251. When you look at a person with lime green tights on, whats the first thing that comes to your head?: must be a dancer or someone trying to hard not to fit in
252. What time is it NOW?: 1:34

11:37AM - Ben *sigh*

So i have been thinking alot about ben and weither or not i really want to be with him. I mean i like him alot but i don't know. He is funny, he always finds a way to make me laugh, i love spending time with him, i love his friends {matt and royce}, He's family is awesome, He's hotter than hell, he says and does sweet things for me weither he relizes it or not.

But on th other hand, im tierd of all the fighting, im tierd of him expecting me to spend every free second i have with him, i mean i want to spend time with him, i love spending time with him but im not the kind of girl who likes to be around her bf every second of the day, i like my own space i need my own space. I hate how he gets mad that i spend alot of time with my friends, they are my friends of course im going to spend alot of time with them , they were here before he was. I hate how he always gets mad when im not allowed to do something, its not my fault, unlike him, im not 18 and i haven't graduated, when i have, i will be able to do what i want but until then i just wish he would understand that. I hate how he doesn't want me talking to or hanging out with drew, i mean i now drew and i have a past together, and i think thats why he doesnt want me to , but he doesnt understand how close drew and i are, its not like we have a thing for each other, we are just friends and he needs to understand that but he doesnt and he wont, and if i try to explain it to him he will probably just get pissed off, erg. Well i have to grab some lunch and get ready to wrk, erg.

Amy

1:16AM

1. What's your full name? Amy Nicole Harmon
2. How old are you? 17
3. When is your birthday? March 1, 1988
4. Do you have brothers or sisters? no
5. If so what are their names?
6. What is your dad's full name? John Charles Harmon
7. What is your mom's full name? Carol Jo Harmon
8. What parent do you get along with better? My dad
9. How many grandparents do you have? 3
10. If any, who are your favorite? I luv em all

.:When was the last time you..?:.

11. Showered? 2:30ish pm
12. Brushed your teeth? aroun 11pm
13. Drove something? around 10pm
14. Were drunk? few weeks ago
15. Had a party? my 16th bday
16. Went shopping? Wednesday, for ben
17. Madeout? the 4th of July
18. Hung out with friends? Yesterday
19. Talked on the phone? about an hour ago
20. Went swimming? cayds house few days ago

.:Who was the last person you..?:.

21. Talked to on the phone? Cayd
22. Got a text message from? Drew
23. Kissed? Ben
24. Hung out with? Ben,royce,matt,Kaylee,carissia
25. Dated? Ben
26. Had sex with? Ben
27. Liked? Ben
28. Talked to on the internet? Dustin

.:Have you ever..?:.

29. Been in love? once
30. Been dumped? yup
31. Been rejected? no
32. Had sex? yes
33. Dumped anyone? yes
34. Had your heart broken? yes
35. Drank? Yes
36. Smoked anything? yes
37. Stolen anything? no
38. Had regrets? Yep, big ones.
39. Skipped school? no
40. Hated someone? no

.:How many..?:.

41. Times have you been in love? once
42. People have you kissed? dont feel like counting, alot
43. People have you had sex with? 2
44. Times has your heart been broken? once
45. Cell phones have you had? 2
46. Cd's do you have? dont know

.:Now it's time for the random shit:.

47. Do you have pets? yes
48. If so, what are their names and what are they? dog, muffin
49. Do you love anyone? my friends, not in love with anyone, well i don't think i am....
50. Do you hate these things? not really
51. Do you have a crush on anyone? no, well ben but duh
52. Have you ever wrecked anything? no

.:What is your favorite...?:.

53. Band? Rascal Flatts
54. Songs? umm....to many
55. Color? any shade of purple
56. Kind of pop? Mt. Dew
57. Kind of alcohol? Beer
58. Number? 2
59. Store? American Eagle, Victoria's Secret,Abercrombie and Fitch...
60. Pet? Dog!

.:Currently:.

61. What are you wearing? Blue pj pants, and a Cinderella shirt from like 4th grade
62. What are you doing? filling out this
63. What time is it? 1:27 am
64. Are you ready to quit this thing? yep
65. Where are you? my bedroom
66. Are you happy? tierd
67. When was the last time you cried? Fri
68. Do you miss anyone? yep
69. Are you waiting on any calls? no
70. Are you glad this is over? yeah

12:30AM

Hey everyone! I just got a new journal name, I had forgotten i had even had one. lol. Didn't do much today just had to work at the pool from 4-9, it went by pretty fast. Haven't done much this summer just have been working alot. I haven't gone to any camps or vacations which seem weird because i am always gone for the summer at camps. Its good that i can be home more, but suxs cuz my parents annoy the hell out of me, but youll have that i guess. So things haven't been that bad. Yesterday i went to macomb for voice and basson lessons, then went to royces when i got back, and hung out with matt, kaylee, carrissia, and ben. Surprisingly my mom has been pretty nice latly, ive gotten to go out pretty much whenever and have gotten to stay out till 11 or 12 which is new. Its sad i know but thats how things are around my house. Saturday was Bens birthday, didnt get to spend time with him cuz he went to the tom petty concert in St. louis, lucky son of a bitch, oh well. We broke up Fri. night, but who knows how long it will last, maybe for good this time, maybe not, I don't even know what i want,but we still talk and hang out sometimes, which is good i guess. He's a cool guy i like him a lot but i think its more on a friends level, i mean i think he's hot as hell which sux cuz i can't do anything w/him now since we aren't together.....or can i?????? ;-} I don't want to be in a relationship this year, its my senior year i will be busy and don't want to make every second of my spare time to be with him i have friends i wanna have fun and don't want to have to worry about or deal with the shit that comes along witha relationship, but who knows what will happen. I still have feelings for him, its just hard to see him as much as i want with our work scheduals and spending time with my friends and my mom who still treats me like im 12. oh well enough about that. I can't wait for the new Harry Potter Book to come out!!!!!! i know im a hugh nerd! lol Ive been talking to and hanging out with old friends who i thought i had lost forever, but things are good now and i love em so much you know who u are! I guess we have all grown up. Well i think im ganna call it a night i have to get up and bby sit at 8 ;-/. Night!